Okay So new Update I decided that seeing as so many people didn't like the old site, I would try and show them the real me, my inner most thoughts and feelings and well if they don't like that then f**k em

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Well, I am sitting here in my room after reading my guest book and the extremely degrading thread on the students union forum, re-evaluating everything I stand for. Well that is what everyone wishes I was doing! I don't actually give a damn about what people think about me cause if I had a penny for everytime someone hated me in the past 21 years then I would be a millionaire. All I know is that the only thing I know how to be is myself and if people don't like that then that is their problem not mine. As for the other stuff I have been up to well that amounts to not much worth mentioning. I am still in love with Jay. He is a source of incredible support and is very good at keeping my spirits up. I have been immersing myself in work lately so I have not had time to update this site but I am trying my best. I would like to take the time to thank my friends and family, most notably Vikki, who is an amazing friend and deserves everything she wants in life, she has Ideopathic Soreatic Arthiritis and she takes everything that life throws at her in her stride and never breaks. Vikki, luv ya hun! You are a great friend and always manage to pick my spirits up. I also want to thank the guy who started slagging me off on the internet, you made me realise why I am so special, cause I see the good in everyone.

I am at the minute trying to cram what I want to say about ministerial accountablity into 1500 words when I really need 3000 but I am sure that I will be okay. We are about to get into the avalanche of assigments and revision and picking next years options and stuff like that. I am looking forward to going home in 2 weeks time, for 3 whole weeks. Nottingham is wonderful at christmas and their lights are so much better than the Southampton ones. Nasty but it had to be said. Christmas is gonna be strange this year cause I am spending it with my dad for the first time in 16 years. Wierd. I have 3 assignments to do over christmas so I wont have to do too much family time. But I also get to see my wonderful boyfriend. We are going out around Nottingham on xmas eve so that should be wicked! I really can't wait to get out of Southampton for 3 weeks.

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